Advice please

My boyfriend has this group of friends that I just don't care for. Every time we have all hung out I feel completely ignored and like they don't like me. I've tried and tried to make things fun and enjoyable so we can all hang out but it's not the case. They will want to hang out and then sit on their phones or laptops and it's like what was the point?....

With that said should I keep giving them a chance or do I stop and call it quits? Thanks

engagements, babies, houses, nudity

I understand people get excited when they get engaged, have a baby or buy a house, but posting over 100 pictures and 3 other posts about any of the topics all in a day is a bit much. All it does is clog up my news feed and remind me that I don't have any of that going on and that I'm probably a loser because of it. Don't get me wrong I am happy for the people that do have all of that going on but to blow up social media, is a bit over kill. Without having engagements, babies, and home buying to post about people, mainly girls, turn to naked or nearly naked pictures to get the attention. I don't like any of it. I think that if I post a picture from a great date night I went on then it should get just as many likes as any other post. I also wish self esteem and self confidence went tied into the amount of likes you get.

On that note I am not engaged, pregnant, buying a house, or ever posting nude pictures. But what I have done is gone back to school and taken a summer class. A class that I kept secret because I didn't want to do terribly in the class and disappoint everyone yet again. It is also a class that I, in turn, worked very hard in and passed, I passed with a 90%.

Date Night

This is my biggest supporter, he believes in me when I don't and pushes me to be a better person all the time. He understands I'm needy and not the easiest to deal with but even with all of that he chooses to be with me everyday and for that I am the luckiest girl. 

This past weekend we went on a wonderful date night adventure. He planned the whole thing out and wouldn't tell me what any of it was until we were on the way. We ended up on a make shift Hollywood themed date with dinner at Houdini's and then the Starlet date night escape room. With that being said, I must say if I am going to basically be locked in a closet to solve a mystery and look for clues I'm glad it was you. Not only did we find all the clues but we communicated and worked together, because of that we made it out with half a second to spare!

All my life I've had to be the adult and had to take care of things... It is so hard trying to do what everyone expects and what I have to do. I have to have a full time job so I can have insurance and yet im also supposed to go to school so I can have a "big girl" job some day. There just aren't enough hours in a day and I can't do it all. It makes me feel horrible about myself. I feel like if a teen mom can raise a child,  go to school and have a job, then why can't I have a job and go to school? I feel like a failure. But I do what I can and hopefully sooner than later everything will work out and I'll be able to do it all. Hopefully I'll be able to balance everything and be happy.

Starting Block

Every since I was a little girl I've known what I don't want. Whether it be a Christmas present I didn't want or something in life. I have always known what I want out of life; a strong, stable, loving relationship, few financial struggles and a healthy, happy life. Each and everyday I work toward showing everyone and everything that says I can't and thinks I shouldn't, that I can and that I will!

Through all my struggles growing up with seperated teen parents, I have learned that I can only change and do so much, and that my decisions can and do effect others.