All my life I've had to be the adult and had to take care of things... It is so hard trying to do what everyone expects and what I have to do. I have to have a full time job so I can have insurance and yet im also supposed to go to school so I can have a "big girl" job some day. There just aren't enough hours in a day and I can't do it all. It makes me feel horrible about myself. I feel like if a teen mom can raise a child,  go to school and have a job, then why can't I have a job and go to school? I feel like a failure. But I do what I can and hopefully sooner than later everything will work out and I'll be able to do it all. Hopefully I'll be able to balance everything and be happy.